When the world falls apart around you....

Mood: Sick...
Listening to: Open Wounds - Skillet
Reading: Things Fall Apart
Watching: nada

Damn. This hasn't been a good day at all....

Scratch that. It hasn't been a good last few weeks.

My parents left the city today and are going to be away for a week. We're stuck with my grandma who, though she kicks ass, only speaks Chinese - and very harshly accented Chinese, too. I can understand maybe 75% of what she says. Agh.

Compounded with that problem is the fact that my little brother is sick, and now I'm getting sick. I feel like shit. It's NOT a good day. Let's leave it at that. My brother went to my room last night and threw up all over. Spent the next couple hours cleaning that up. It was horrible.

I also managed to completely fuck up a couple tests today, and spent several hours sleeping in the lounge rather than going to class. Bleah.

So yeah. Hopefully I'll actually get some sleep tonight, and get some homework done now, and be able to run the fucking mile for PE tomorrow.

I've been really depressed and worried lately, and all anyone does is fucking scream at me. About how I don't care and I don't do what I should, and am lazy and worthless and shit. You know what, I really don't give a fuck anymore.

Whatever. Things will work out. I hope. I think I'll spend the next couple days having complete mental breakdowns. X_X School needs to end. Now.

Ha. Who am I kidding. X_X

...You stand in the rain and sing....